hidup owh hidup

today i learn something..not to trust 100% on your boyfriendsss girlfriendss n also ur gayfriends...thats y people said "buat baik pada musuh n bjaga-jaga pada rakan baik"..
ntahla,i duno who else to trust...al i got is my family...but being the strange in the family doesnt help much..me paling kecik,paling jahat,d only warga asing n sume2 yg buruk..atleast i noe where i stand kan...
kawan owh kawan.lawan owh lawan.cinta oh cinta...when u r in the bad mood or stress or sad, advice doesnt help much i guess..all i need is a hug from the love one..family n friends..kwn itu bkn dtg bile susa je tawu?ade pehe dok?hahaha...
hari ini esok lusa tetap akan dtg..friends come n go..kdg2 tpikir gak..nape perlu ada ptemuan kalo ada ppisahan kan?well,thats life kn..ppisahan itu mgajar kite erti penghargaan...does my friends ever appreciate me?YES!! they do...n i really2 love them!! owh god..i missed the old days...
betol kate orang.pmikiran kita bile blaja dgn kije laen...yup.im growing so fast.i realize that..mulala pikir bout the future..nak buat silap pun pikir 18ratus kali..tp bab R*k*k itu NO KOMEN ahahaha...ins by 25!! aminnnn...

dalam dairy idopku sudah begitu byk ksilapan yg tlahku lakukan.there's no turning back huh..hidup msty dteruskn =)maseh ada byk lg kbaikan mnunggu kite..just do it!
ha ok.da byk mlalut...later~

People Change

This agony intensified as the urgency to my relationship with my favorite person. Today, I felt a horrible mass sitting in my heart. My mood loomed ominously and automatically tingle my eyes to well up with tear. When I was in a crowded room spaces with noisiness, I feel alone like nobody’s there and I was cold without sensational hug. My eyes were immune to see the happiness. Well, I just miss you till you almost took my sanity. That’s why dozens swarmed of negativity infected my brain like a tumour. I only ask for one small hole in you so I can feel secure and safe. I never had this feeling to other human being besides you who keep a key to my heart. If I was new to this relationship, that's fine cos I’m still trying to learn this art of love.
Well, I hate those ppl who cannot keep their promises and make one even knowing tht they cant guarantee it. I will probably let u walk all over me if we become friends. But if u crosses the line THE END. I love people who make me laugh. I hang around, I chill. I hate you if one of my friends hates you. I will like you if we share a common enemy.I will listen when you want me to, but mostly I will be talking about myself, what I do and how I do it. I'm a big talker(special point and I bullshit a lot too at times. I'm extreme in thoughts. I hate hypocrites and people who simply follow what others do and does not have a mind of their own. I've got great friends. not gonna name them, they should know who they are. I tend to talk crap when I'm restless. I have moodswings. I can be nice when I want to. I can be mean when I want to.I can be annoying. I love quiet sometime.


People change on the situation i change on the people around me ;)

Sunyi Sepi Sendiri Aku Pergi

this is what we call life cycle.happy sad sweet sour moment come n go in our life..well i guess this is the moment im having the bad days ever through my life.boring+kwn xde+awek xde+all i got is lots n lots of work...lepas ni taw dah..nak cari kije yg kena dgn jiwa..yg best2! gaji doesnt mean anythg if the works burden me n xhappy lasum wat kije..
tp bg aku kije ape sume best..cume dgn sape je kite kije..kalo dpt kije dgn bestfren2 gua sure la msty sronok...oh god,i miss the old days yg me n my best friends wat program same2..

Sitting alone makes me teringin sangat nak ada gf..hukhuk...i can shared can laugh can cry can do anythg with her...but the past has teach me a lot...zmn remaja gue sungguh sungguh emmmm...xplah..my own mistake...bak kate chot we make mistake to learn kn..hope i really learned from my mistake...

esok ahad..kije kije kije...patotla kwn2ku yg da kije ckp bile snin je mulela pk bilela nk jumat..rupe2nye dowg xhepi dgn kije.kalo best u'l be waiting for monday ryte...hahaha...i guess nak jd workerholic (betol ke aku eja neh..haha) xdela pk bkn2...nak awek la nak itu la nak ini la...i alwys advice to myself the love will come.kalo kte cari kn kte yg usaha lbey kn tp bile kte xdpt kte yg sakit...tp ada owg ckp sakit bcinta itu adlh kmanisan idop (jiwang plak akuh) ntahla..ada plak yg mara aku ckp aku fail to love sbab xde pnglmn..haha telaka laka jek..huh,myb kot..xpe,aku da ada pnglmn..hahaha bangga bangga...

arrrggghhhh!!! giler xbes this feeling...i felt like a girl plak luah kat blog..haha...lantak lah..saje nak cite...oke donk..later~

First time...

Everyone have their 1st..1st word 1st school 1st love 1st kiss 1st fcuk 1st of evrythg else..being a 22 years old boy first doesn't mean much now..wats last forever thats count..
now me experiencing the working environment..not actually work tp praktikal..but i consider as work sbab dah abis blaja n lepas ni kerja kerja dan trus kerja...
i didnt even noe wats my 1st word, i barely recall my 1st school, n my 1st love sucks..so xleh nak cte byk bout dat..so nak cte bout my 1st work...
stelah 4thn blaja then msuk alam pkerjaan the hardest part 4 me is BANGUN PAGI!! gosh...luckily got mak kjot evryday ;) n nasebku sungguh baik msok kije at 10am!!! lpas suboh bleh smpt tdo sjam lg woo..ahaks...itupun kalo bgn la..haha...my workplace are so so flexible..pg kije pkai baju biasa2 aja..selipar pown bowleyh...tp xbes sgt sbb xrasa ada environment yg berunsurkn kije yg ku minat..i like the executif style..owh yeah,dats me..haha poyo jek...
kije kije kije..my work got 3 parts only.n i'l be repeatg it evryday..1st is SV.site visit..xsuke!! kne g company by company n tngkap gmbr keta..200 tau..panas2 kne buat kije..tp best part SV neh sbb bleh pg lepak kt mane...swimming pon bleh!!
pas2 ada data..data ni sng sgt..tp byk giler asik ngadap laptop jek jd ngntok..luckily got fb..pyegaran w0o...huauha...lastly,ICS..individu customer service...nak kne tepon atleast 70 succesful caller yg stuju nak joinnn...xleh blah kne mare dgn pelanggan ahahah...
haa,tu jelah...nnt ku story2 lg ekh...