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Friday, April 23, 2010

People Change

This agony intensified as the urgency to my relationship with my favorite person. Today, I felt a horrible mass sitting in my heart. My mood loomed ominously and automatically tingle my eyes to well up with tear. When I was in a crowded room spaces with noisiness, I feel alone like nobody’s there and I was cold without sensational hug. My eyes were immune to see the happiness. Well, I just miss you till you almost took my sanity. That’s why dozens swarmed of negativity infected my brain like a tumour. I only ask for one small hole in you so I can feel secure and safe. I never had this feeling to other human being besides you who keep a key to my heart. If I was new to this relationship, that's fine cos I’m still trying to learn this art of love.
Well, I hate those ppl who cannot keep their promises and make one even knowing tht they cant guarantee it. I will probably let u walk all over me if we become friends. But if u crosses the line THE END. I love people who make me laugh. I hang around, I chill. I hate you if one of my friends hates you. I will like you if we share a common enemy.I will listen when you want me to, but mostly I will be talking about myself, what I do and how I do it. I'm a big talker(special point and I bullshit a lot too at times. I'm extreme in thoughts. I hate hypocrites and people who simply follow what others do and does not have a mind of their own. I've got great friends. not gonna name them, they should know who they are. I tend to talk crap when I'm restless. I have moodswings. I can be nice when I want to. I can be mean when I want to.I can be annoying. I love quiet sometime.


People change on the situation i change on the people around me ;)

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